An hour where no one wants anything from you.

Why men book?

Welcome. I've been doing this two years, for men who are mostly touched only when something's being asked of them.

I also write here, about bipolar I, addiction, and rebuilding after wreckage. Those two things sit on the same site on purpose.

I'm a real person, not a persona.

The Men Who Hire Me

They don’t pay for sex. They pay for time they don’t have to pretend.

5 min read

I was certain I was right. I was ill. Here’s what it took from me.

4 min read

When the break comes late, you don’t just lose your mind. You lose an ecosystem.

6 min read